Life is never that easy i know, but how would you know if you wont ask? How would you know if you would tell her? How could you know if you would not do it? You wont know anything unless you do it, so why dont you? How? Why? When? So many questions thay i could answer and ask but dont know if its worth the answer or not, or if i am rigjt or wrong or if i could bear to know the truth.
Sino ba siya sa buhay mo? Bakit nangyari yun noong araw na yun? Ano nga ba ang katayuan ko sa buhay mo? Bakit mo pa pinaramdam sakin yun kung hindi rin naman pala ako special sayo? Ano nga ba ang ibig sabihin nang wala kang maipapangako para satin? Magiging handa nga ba magkaroon nang nararamdaman para sa akin? May lugar nga ba ako diyan sa puso mo? O nagging panakip butas lang ako? Naguguluhan kapa ba sa nararamdaman mo? O ako lang tong feeling na may narardaman ka rin para sakin.
Youre back at it again, in a situation that makes you look like a bad person getting in between in a relationship of others trying to rob someones partner. Yeah right been there done that, tried to fight for it but end up nothing, does everything but left alone. Am i stupid? To love someone whos already inlove with other guy? How did i end up with this situation? How come everytime i fall i did it to someone whos not for me already, why did life did this to me? Am i bad enough for god to make me struggle like this? Or am i strong enough to overcome this hurdles of life.
Di ko nanaman alam gagawin ko, minsan naiisip ko overthinker nga ba ko? O problematic lang ako sa lovelife ko na takot tumandang binata, na takot magisa sa buhay, na di ako mabubuhay nang magisa nang walang nagmamahal o magka anak. Syempre gusto ko magkaroon nang sariling pamilya, nang anak na palalakihin, aalagaan at itataguyod. Ang hirap lang magtiwala, ang hirap magmahal, ang hirap maghanap nang yaong kayang ibalik ung pagmamahal na binibigay ko o kaya kong ibigay. Mahirap ba kong mahalin? O sadyang di lang ako jowable?
Yeah maybe she doesnt like or love me too, or maybe she already have someone special or someone she loved thats why i cant be with her, but why did she let me? Why dis she make me? I still dont know what am i to her, did i really have space in her? Or is it really not the time? Or am i too late to enter her life, or is it the wrong time in the right person again?
So eto nanaman tayo, di kapa nadala sa nangyari na nagulo lang ang buhay mo at natuwa ka sa panandaliang kaligayahan, oo nagging masaya naman ako sa panandaliang panahon pero hanggang dun nalang ba ang lahat? Hindi tlaga madaragdagan? Hindi pwedeng magtagal? Hindi pwedeng ako nalang? Hindi pwede, kaya ka nga magisa ngayon at nagawa mo ito kase wala naman iniwan ka nanaman.
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