pre-valentines ♥

iv'e never cheated in love nor in my past relationships but i wonder even thou i give all the best i can and do the things i have i always ended up being alone, getting broken hearted, seeing myself crying in the corner of my room, asking myself why it is happening to me, dreaming of a wonderful day with you that will never happen again in the future, staring at somewhere with an empty mind and ended up thinking of the happy moments with you, day dreaming of happy moments that iv'e dreamed for nights to do it with your side, making a sad face all day and easily get mad, listening to the music we both loved, doing things we usually do, hanging out with friends, forcing myself to be fine even thou broken inside, feeling happy in spite of sadness felt by the heart, and pretending to be ok when obviously not.

there are many things that change in this world or we must say everything may change even in a snap of my hand, people get older every year, things may change either chemical or physical change, the weather changes in the way we cant imagine that is happening, a dog can be ferocious in just a second, you can lose a winning game in just a split second, and most of all someone's attitude may change, maybe not because of a person but maybe because the reason is a person or another person.

anything may happen in life, love life, student life, and many more life hahah, but for sure there will be a person that will be there to make you happy, special and only one. cause i believe in the saying ''try and try until you die'' joke!!! ''try and try until you succeed'' so don't give up whenever you were down because you were hurt by someone whom you loved even thou you loved him/her with your greatest love, just remember this ''there is someone there waiting for you to come and be with him/her ''

iv'e experience to be left behind by the person i loved more than i can love other girls out there but what happen is a normal thing when you love, love is always a big gamble of your heart you may lose or win. but here i am waiting for the right girl who will make my heart feel special and protect it from harmful elements.