1st impression last???

they say i'm the type of person who seems like a playboy, chick boy, or a user because some persons says that i am a cute looking guy which is somehow true based on my experience and on the people who says that its true but the thing is, i am a person who look up on a real relationship rather than a short time relationship, because for me a relationship is sacred and it needs two heart who feel the same way towards each other, a feeling that there is another world for the two couple who makes it special. I do not get mad when others got the wrong idea about me, for them maybe first impression last but if think that i am the person who plays with love you got it wrong, literally you don't know me well its true but ill make sure to change what you look on me cause in reality i am not like the other person you think that i look like or i seem to look alike.

thinking about how do i love a person? or how does a person like Alrovin Perez Ibarlin do love a girl or how does i show my love? i am a simple guy, my love is also simple but don't underestimate me, if i say i love a girl i really mean it i won't say a anything if its not true, yes i am a liar at some point but in my whole love life i don't lie to a person that i love her even though i don't. I do all things i must do and and i give all the best i can for the one i love the most this may be a good thing about me, i don't cheat on love but maybe you won't believe me but its true i never cheated anyone. I am a sweet person in some ways, i use sweet words just to make a girl smile not to get their weak hearts maybe it helps but i don't depend on it. I give my time to her to make her feel special and different from the others and most specially the person i loved is the most beautiful girl in my bare eyes.

to love is like a big gamble and to be loved is like a jackpot winner why? because loving a person without assurance is like betting all your money to a casino and the only thing that might happen is to win or lose, while to be love is like you win the jackpot, its either the one you love or a person you don't love but really loved you. love have many meanings, many ways to express it, many things that symbolizes it, different sentences that defines it, many people that wants it, many heart that feels it, many persons does like it, but whatever it is, whenever it was, whoever it has, wherever you were just love me and i will love you the way you would like a man to love you or like a dream man you would dream of.

pre-valentines ♥

iv'e never cheated in love nor in my past relationships but i wonder even thou i give all the best i can and do the things i have i always ended up being alone, getting broken hearted, seeing myself crying in the corner of my room, asking myself why it is happening to me, dreaming of a wonderful day with you that will never happen again in the future, staring at somewhere with an empty mind and ended up thinking of the happy moments with you, day dreaming of happy moments that iv'e dreamed for nights to do it with your side, making a sad face all day and easily get mad, listening to the music we both loved, doing things we usually do, hanging out with friends, forcing myself to be fine even thou broken inside, feeling happy in spite of sadness felt by the heart, and pretending to be ok when obviously not.

there are many things that change in this world or we must say everything may change even in a snap of my hand, people get older every year, things may change either chemical or physical change, the weather changes in the way we cant imagine that is happening, a dog can be ferocious in just a second, you can lose a winning game in just a split second, and most of all someone's attitude may change, maybe not because of a person but maybe because the reason is a person or another person.

anything may happen in life, love life, student life, and many more life hahah, but for sure there will be a person that will be there to make you happy, special and only one. cause i believe in the saying ''try and try until you die'' joke!!! ''try and try until you succeed'' so don't give up whenever you were down because you were hurt by someone whom you loved even thou you loved him/her with your greatest love, just remember this ''there is someone there waiting for you to come and be with him/her ''

iv'e experience to be left behind by the person i loved more than i can love other girls out there but what happen is a normal thing when you love, love is always a big gamble of your heart you may lose or win. but here i am waiting for the right girl who will make my heart feel special and protect it from harmful elements.