a night with a doubt

There was one evening when i was watching the television and even thou it was almost 2:00 in the morning i just cant even feel asleep, it feels like i want to do something i don't even know, craving for something to eat but i don't know what is it, and after a minute i end up thinking of someone who is really important for me and then i smile out of nowhere and think that i was crazy of what i am doing, i just think of you and the memories that we made, happiness that we share, problems we pass through, and success that we celebrate.


If there would be a time that you see what i see you'll know how much i adore you and see that even thou there are many people around me you shine like a star cause for me you're the most precious person ever. And if ever you feel what i feel you can say how much i love you, how much i feel pain when you feel angry to me and feel so much sorrow when you are far away to me. Or a time that you know what i am thinking you'll know that you're the one who crosses my mind if i think of someone that is important to me or when times that i feel alone and all i can do is to think of you. And maybe if you walk the path all the way to me you'll see that i am in the end waiting and smiling, for you to be with me and for me to show you how much i love you and you'll never regret that it's me that you loved.

There are things that i wanna do that i can't do, not because i don't want but because i am not enough to do it. I just want a life that is enough for me to enjoy it at full, a life that everyone dream of and anyone wouldn't resist to have. I fill it with smiles and happiness with persons that is special to me and lastly a love life like everybody wants too, a seem perfect life is enough for me to enjoy it even without the money but with you is good enough to say that i have the best life.