single????

its been almost 9 months since i last have a commitment

and for the first 2 months of it i can say i enjoy being "SINGLE"

but not for the later part of it, not because i always want to have a relationship

but because its sad to be alone and i feel it as always

i cant remember when was the last time i feel happy, contented and satisfied

i always wanted to be happy to whoever i love, i give all the best i can to strengthen it

but as always it only came up a failure for me and i dont know why

and all i want is to have a seem perfect relationship

i try to look for a girl who can be the one to make my life smile again

but like every normal person i always find a wrong person

a person who cant do the things i want to happen rather make things opposite of it

but then i wont give up on finding my destiny or my partner in life

there was a time in my life that i really invest all of my love to a girl

i gave it all my best to show her how much i love her and how much i treasure her

but still my love is somewhat incomplete for her

and in the end i also got failure who broke my heart into pieces

but you know what??? failure gives me experience of life cause life is always unfair

but it's not only the fact that im rejected but also teach me

things that i need to know to be strong enough to face life

"because the fastest way to know the secret of success it through failure"