She's just to good to be an option

Masakit ang magging option, malamang isa ka sa madaming pagpipilian, isiping ikaw ang mahal nya pero may gusto syang iba, umasa na sana balang araw ikaw lang at wala nang iba.

Ang sakit isipin na noon merong mahal kita sa kada umaga, na mayroong ingat ka sa paguwi, yung merong miss na kita kada hindi kayo nagkikita na merong wag mo akong iiwan sa kada may tampuhan.

Umasa ako na sa pagdating nang panahon ako nalang yung taong magpapasaya sayo, yung taong tanging titibukin nang puso mo, yung ako na hinahanap hanap ko kada oras na hindi tayo magkausap.

Naramdaman mo ung pagmamahal na hinahanap mo nang matagal pero di rin pala magtatagal at maghahanap ka na ulet nang taong magpaparamdam sayo kung paano ang magmahal.

Ang hirap mong hanapin sa totoo lang pero ang hirap mo rin paamuhin, iba ka sa mga nakilala ko pero iba ka rin dahil kilala nlang kita ngayon. Pero kahit di ka nagtagal ay mahal na mahal parin kita.

Akala ko maaaring ako na ung taong makakasama mo habang buhay pero ako pala ung makakasalamuha mo lang habang may buhay dahil hindi lang pala ako ang nagmamahal sayo dahil option mo lang ako.

Isa ka sa mga babaeng baliw sa pagibig kase ang tanga mo, pero mas nagging tanga ko sayo na kahit alam kong mali ay pilit kong itinama ang katangahan ko dahil sa merong ikaw na akala ko sakin.

Nagging masaya ako oo higit pa sa mga nakaraang saya na naramdaman ko, nakuntento ako sa mga bagay na alam ko may kahati ako, oo masaya ako pero alam ko na may hangganan ang mga ito.

Hindi man ito nagtagal nang anniversary pero ramdam ko at alam ko na parang higit pa sa taon ang pinagsamahan natin na kapag babalikan ko ang mga nakaraan ay mapapangiti nlang ako at maluluha.

Hanggang sa dumating na nga ang panahong mawawala kana gaya nang lagi mong tanong na pano kapag nawala ako? Na kahit noon pa man ang isa sa mahirap na tanong na sasagutin ko.

Oo wala na siya, iniwan na akong nagiisa, pero anong laban ko? Kng wala naman akong papel sa buhay mo? Hindi ko man maibalik ang nakaraan upang ayusin ang mga mali ko pero lagi mong tatandaan na merong ako na tunay na nagmahal at nagmamahal sayo sa kabila nang sakit na alam ko alam mo na binalewala ko dahil sa salitang mahal kita pero ang lahat naman nang kwento may katapusan .

A sorry

Yes she's so incredible, outstanding, beautiful and inevitable. Yet she make me feel loved and i just happen to loved a seemingly good to be an option girl.

1st step to forever

I know this could not be the road to forever but ill do my best to make you the last, i know i may not be  best guy you could ever met but ill make sure to be the the best boyfriend for you in the present time. We may not be the best couple but rest assured that i will do everything to make you feel how much i loved you and make you feel that loving me is the best decision you've made in you're life.

Marami mang humadlang sa pagmamahalan nating dalawa o problemang dumating hindi ito magging dahilan para iwan kita dahil ikaw yung tipo nang taong pinangarap ko noon na ngayon ay taong nagmamahal na sakin ngayon, ikaw yung pinapangarap kong makamit dahil sayo nakikita ko nang masaya palagi ang gabi na ikaw ang kapiling at ang umaga dahil alam kong mahal mo ay ako.

Within a month i feel loved that feels like a year had already passed so fast, it feels like life trained me to be the guy that best suit to have this opportunity to be with you just like a dream, a dream that a man would ever wanted to happen, a dream like a fairytale and a dream of mine that has been dreamt a long time ago that only you could ever make it come true cause you are the person in my dreams that i have loved for the rest of my life.


Una tayong nagkita sa isang christmas party nang group nyo last december lang nasabihan mo pa kong masungit noon kase di ako namamansin natural naman dn kase na mahiyain tlga ko pero kilala naman dn kita noon pa at sa katunayan ay may paghanga na ako sayo nang mga panahong iyon pero may kakilala akong gusto ka at inisang tabi ko nlang ang nararamdaman ko pero alam ko gusto kita.

Then chums annual christmas party had come and who would have imagine that you the top 2 chummy would have fallen to me that night (as you've said). I still could'nt believe that you of all people would dare to tell me that you liked me and that gave me a shock that stopped my time for a second and thought that it was a joke not until the time exactly a month ago that we are officially a couple and now celebrating our first month together.

Maraming tao ang nagkakagusto sayo maski babae nahumaling sayo ehh, pero bakit ako? May mga lalaki namang mas gwapo kesa sakin, mas angat sa buhay, mas kilala hndi tulad ko na simpleng tao lang naman, panong ako ang nagustuhan mo? Bakit ako ang minahal mo? Sa dami nang tanong ko na para akong timang na nagiisp nang sagot sa tanong na simple lang din naman ang sagot na "ang pagibig ay hndi naipapaliwanag dahil ito ay nararamdaman".

And you make me feel that unconditional and relentless love, i still cant believe that you are mine now, you dont know how happy i am to be yours and how lucky i am to have you baby jovelyn danieles, be sure that i will only love you just the way you loved me too and do my best to be the best boyfriend, bestfriend, suitor, fan, lover and soon to be your husband 😊 i love you so much baby ko ❤️

HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY BABY JOVELYN DANIELES 😘

SANA

Sana all happy, sana all swerte, sana all walang problema, sana all...

Sana, eto yung word na lagi mong sasabihin kapag minamalas ka, kapag malungkot ka o kapag nanghihinayang ka sa isang bagay na SANA ginawa mo.

Sana, lagi nalang sana kaso wala ehh nangyari na, sabi nga nila nasa huli ang pagsisisi kung bakit kase hndi mo ginawa? Bakit kase nagdalawang isip ka? Bakit kase hndi ka sumugal? At kung bakit kase natakot ka?

SAan NA nga ba nagsimula yung saya noon? Dati walang araw na malinaw pa sa sikat nang araw kung ngumiti ka, yung akala mo walang malas na dumadapo sa buhay mo dahil sa araw araw na ginawa nang diyos parang walang lungkot sa buhay mo? Pero bakit ganon? Nababanggit mo na ung sana? Tinatanong mo na sana?

Sana? SAwi NAnaman? Di kna kase natuto ehh paulit ulit ka nalang ganyan di mo malaman kung malas ka lang ba talaga sa pag-ibig o sadyang tanga ka? Umasa ka nanaman sa taong ikaw mismo alam mong malabo na magtagal o magmahal.

SApat NAman sayo yung masaya ka kausap mo siya, yung tipong nagiging makakalimutin ka kase kapag kausap mo siya parang paru parong nagliliparan sa paligid mo ang sayang nadarama mo ung mga oras na di ka maubusan nang ngiti at kilig sa katawan

SAktong NAgkakaintindihan kayo sa mga bagay na minsan pinagtatalunan nyo rin naman, ung mga usapang walang katuturan pero kakikiligan. Sakto na magkaibigan lang din pala magiging dulo nang lahat nang ito.

Sana minahal nya rin ako tulad nang kung ano sya sa akin, sana sinubukan nyang intindihin kung ano nararamdaman ko para sa kanya, sana inisip nyang maigi at paulit ulit kung okay ba ako sa kanya bago sya nagdesisyon na friends, sana nagtagal pa ung kame kahit na walang kame. 😊

Minsan, madalas o palagi naman na mapupunta ka sa maling tao hndi dahil mali ka nang tinahak na landas o nagkamali ka nang desisyon sa buhay, kase hinahanda ka lang para sa susunod na kabanata nang buhay mo dahil hndi kapa siguro handa o kulang pa ang experience mo para makalagpas ka sa kung nasaan ka man ngayon, kaya minsan masasabi mo nalang na SANA.

A Maiden's Smile Merely Devoured ME

Yes! She is Sam, Someone who devoured my thoughts, everything that has been planned and set.
You just have to admit that you are really into her and that she changes everything that's been there.
I can't imagine to be in this situation when every thing's in place and i just do things just the way i planned.
me of all people who've been in the game for a long time would be the victim of it just think of it like that.

Yes She is Sam, Something that's been bothering my heart just few months ago and i can barely feel it.
Yeah, she just woke up my sleeping feelings or rather struck me with a spark right in the middle of my chest.
and i just cant resist it knowing that this feeling would rather be nothing or just be feeling forever.
another thing is that it was never part of my plan, like seriously? her? what am i thinking in those months.

Yes she is Sam, Somewhere here in my heart have a space that will be for someone special like you.
Yes of course there will be that space for someone i love here in my heart yet it will be vacant until then.
There is that special place where you will be kept, a place where you're safe and could call home.
There you go again and here i go again, its like a maze that always takes me to the start and begin.

Yes she is Sam, Someday its gonna be you and me, I'm gonna be yours and mine or rather us.
Yet there's something bothering me, a thought that tells me that this "us" is just a dream.
Or maybe its a fact that you are way up there and I'm a thousand below the sea level to be with you.
On the contrary, with just a simple glimpse of that smile its already been my sweetest dream.

Yes she is Sam, i am somewhat in the middle of enjoying myself and setting my life for the future.
Yes you've ruined it all, you change everything now look at me starting all over again.
Right you've changed me, you reshuffle everything and now i need to find a way to fix it.
Didn't know it would turn out like this, can't imagine everything would be different from now.

Its not an obsession nor puppy love but rather true love, but hey I'm not expecting it would be in favor of me, of course who wouldn't want her to be his partner? Yet its seems to be impossible to make her fall towards me. I could say i adore her, i look up to her, i idolized her, and yes i loved her, yes i do but it doesn't mean I'm obsessed with her its just that i liked her well i really dont expect anything from her but of course i would be really happy to know if

She is SAMone that breaks my heart yet she is also the reason why it beat again, it was like a dream that pops out of my mind and it seems like a real one but a dream always end up a mystery, a mystery that gives you a challenge on think who would that girl be? how did she end up showing in my dream if she isn't someone who would be there for me? how in the world happen that she enters my dream and destroys it? it was like a day dream that only last for a day and think of it like forever. Yes she ruins everything whats have been planned and now i started from the beginning again like i was creating a new book of myself, it seems that she would be a part of the story from now on and eventually be out of it as the time goes by, well i cant tell whether she would stay or not, well as far as i wrote my new book she already take part of it as if like she was part of the cast. well now that she is, i loved her to be part of it.

The Story of Us

i never knew that all this things will happen now in the chapter of my life, that this time it can be the last time that i will search for her again or this time she will be my partner in life forever. I wont tell another story of mine again this time ill tell a real story of how i met the girl that i will promised to love every single day of my life, our story or the first part of our love story goes like this.

it was my bestfriend Michael "kel" who asked me if i know a girl named Angel Marinas whom he told me that i know and being conscious of who she was i searched him on Facebook and finding out that she is not my friend i told kel that i dont really know her at all but then i send her a friend request that she accepted, then knowing him as student of URS and a model she easily catches my eyes and looking at some photos there was a girl that get my attention she was with angel in a photoshoot and for a couple of hours searching and finding who that girl is i found out that her name is Nica Loyola. i added her which she accepted then i find myself looking at her pictures makes me some kind of a stalker but not litterally hahah i just tell to myself i liked her she's beautiful and also doing some photoshoot i bet she has a boyfriend and on top of that how could she possibly like a guy like me who is just a simple one or would i say am i dreaming big, there's a day when im surfing the net i saw her posted pictures of him, she made fansigns for some person and so i decided to ask if i can have too then she answered yes but she did not make it then i see her post about her wechat account i try finding it but i cant then i saw it on look around and after that we started talking thru wechat until 1 day i ask her phone number and then she asked me if we can meet but at first she want us to meet at rob galeria i dont get why but then i refused cause i dont have enough money that time so at last we decided to meet in antipolo church.

it was sunday the first time that we will meet i remember its august 4 she said we meet up in chicboy im a bit confused why there it was because she was with her cousin eating there and then we started talking until it was time for her cousin to go then she decided to be left with me and attended the mass but the talking part is still there until my bestriend kel arrived until the mass ended we almost never stop talking and i walked him to her house and shocked that i was the first one to walked with him to her house after i got home she thought that i wouldn't talk o communicate with her again cause iv'e seen her in personal, but what she think is the opposite of it that night i ask her if i can court her and she just say ok so there it goes until august 11 came i have to do some chores with my father and then Nica was shocked because my little sister Analyn is the one who answered the wechat video call and analyn also video call her then after talking a while analyn also got confused and ask her if who is she in my life??? then she answered my girlfriend so there you go we are officially BF and GF and thanks to analyn she is now my girlfriend.

our relationship started and goes on even thou we have faced some problems and struggles we overcome it and made our relationship much stronger and better, and now that we are on our 6th month of happy relationship and the one i promised that we will be together and beat her record of not more than 6th month now i proved to her that i am serious on our relationship and that i am also serious that i will marry her when the time comes. And now i promised to love her every second of my entire life, ever minute that that im with her, every hour that i miss her, every day that i see her beautiful and charming face, every week that we make happy moments, every month that we celebrate our happy relationship, every year that we will be a seem perfect couple and for the rest of our time together i will always love her with all of my heart as we make our dreams into reality and make a happy family in the near future.

mommy potpot HAPPY 6TH monthsary to us ILOVEYOU and i will always (.^_^.) even thou we face different problems lets be strong and overcome it together forever.

and thanks to the box of love that you gave me ^_^ i really appreciate it reading on what you wrote on it makes me smile and feel the love

3rd paragraph: the curse breaker

and the story of me and the princess continues and now on its 3 paragraph, and it was like a relief for me to realize that it was happening now that after some story that pass thru my life now it comes a story that breaks the curse on me having only 2 paragraphs on everyone of them, and now i am thankful ive met the most beautiful person i would ever known in my whole life the person that make me fall a thousand time every time i see her, the person that made my heart beats faster than the normal every time she's near and the one that made a reason for my smile and the reason of for me to smile.

for 3 months of loving her i know that she could be the one for me that i am lucky to know her, to own her, to care for her, to be part of her life and to love her cause there's no other person that  can make me happy like now, its the most wonderful time of my life and the most special person for me now is her the princess of my life and the soon the mother of my children. 

happy 3rd monthsary mommy ko nica suva loyola mahal na mahal kita sobra ^_^

 

The Beauty and The Beast

once upon a time there was a guy who seek for a story to make, then one day he saw a princess summoned by the goddesses from heaven in the name of nica suva loyola. she's a beautiful girl that can make a guy fall for her easily, by being simple yet gorgeous inside and out so she captured that guy with an ease and make him fall for her. The guy loved her even thou he doesn't know if the girl will love him also and without thinking he ask the girl if he can court her and suprisingly the girl says yes and without knowing that the girl will liked him also so he court her until the day that the girl answered yes that they can have commitment and then start another story of their life together.they make each day a passing a good history to be remembered and the present a gift to be accepted and the future to be on the plan. he then think again this story to be a good and long enough to say that it would be the last to be written, a story that could have a happy ending. This guy already write story of his life in the past with different plot and ending but then it all ends with a sad story that will lead to the next chapter. he always find someone that would be an inspiration for another story but will be the last character of it and be he one to say i do. but neither i nor you know what can happen in a story that is being made in the present and in a story there's always a tragedy that will come out to ruin that story and then depends on the characters if they can manage to handle it. So whatever happens in this story i would always be strong to make it last until the day that i will end this story with a smile on my face and start another one for us in another book of our lifes so when that time comes always remember that this guy will always love that princess without a doubt. so i hope that this story of us will end with a happy ending but starts with another book for us that will be the endless story of us together making the best book ever made by that guy/me :) 

i love you NUCA SUVA LOYOLA i will always love you mommy ko(.^_^.)