for me and YOU

iv'e waited so long to be with you but things never goes to what i expected to happen and fate doesn't seem to be on my side, everything that happen under the sun is unstable it can change any moment with a wrong move, it can be your best dream or your worst fail. people can change fast like a weather, a moment ago she's sweet later start of war, a minute ago your friends later frienemy, before she's your girlfriend the after your "EX", yesterday i am just a suitor now your boyfriend, this morning a single guy later in the afternoon a married man, feel sad just now then you make me smile. See there are many changes that a person can do but most of all people changes their personality or attitude but changing it maybe good or bad.

Though i patiently waited for that moment to happen when the time comes when i learned that everything that you wish for may not be the answer that god would give you, that every simple wish you make is difficult to take, every little wish you want to happen makes your life a bit hard to take, and that small wish you ask have a bigger chance to fail cause not all wishes can be granted and not all of that happens cause you wish for it. that moment when you met someone that makes you happy and contented is the time when god granted your wish but still a challenge for you to make that someone stay at your side until the end that you will stand in front of him wanting to have his guidance and blessing for both of you to have a wonderful start and a peaceful ending of your promise to god that you will love each other till death do us part.

Every relationship has its own story to share but do not have the same plot or start, for us? I don't know where our story started maybe the time when i first met you or the time when my heart start to say that he's fallen from you, but you know what every story that i have never had a sad ending for me cause every one of it makes me who i am today and if i will have another story in the near future i know it will give me one step ahead to my future self, even if you make me remember on of it i will proudly say "well its my past and i don't have any hard feelings about it cause I've already moved on :)" haha

"Past always makes who you are in the present, present choices and action makes who you are in the future, and the future is always a surprise and the sum of your past and present."

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There are people that will change your life, daily routine, attitude, etc.

People that will cross your life and be someone that will be something for you

People that you may know now but in time will be just a part of your past

People that is now part of your past, present and soon also in the future.

Someone had just change something in me just a month ago

she is something that i dont know why but my heart cant resist  it

She is someone i just met for a while but i think i want to know her more and more

She became an apple of my eye, the girl in my dreams and a part of my heart
I want to make her happy and be the one to be the reason of her every smiles

So i can be someone that can be by her side everytime she needs me

To be someone that she wants to be her partner in anyway specially in life

I know i dont have the criteria to be the perfect guy for her but i will

I may not be a typical guy cause of me being a shy type person

But i know for sure its serious and pure that this feeling is not a joke but love

Its been a year and half since the last time felt this feeling that makes me like a fool every time
This feeling that always been my partner when times comes that my heart beats again for someone
And even if i hate it i cant stop this feeling that burst out in me to fell in love again
I know its hard to trust a person that you just met in a while but i will for her
I wont court her if i dont love her for real or i wont court her if i dont like her
I know that i am not good to court someone cause i don't really know how
But i tried my best to show my feelings for her and how much i love her
If it comes that its like a battle of who get her heart first i wont stop even if i lose
so until the end i wont stop even if i fail ill love her with all my heart

once upon a Game n Australian Girls Again

i don't know where to start or what to say but all i can say is its my first time to idolized a girl group on a game show, they're all have a hell of dancing skills and angelic faces that can capture the eyes of anyone and a kind heart that anyone can approach. Have any idea who they are?? yeah they are the Game And Go Assorted (GAGA) dancers of Game and Go in TV 5.

I lie if i don't say i had a crush on them, they're all gorgeous and so kind to their fans, i have the chance to meet them all before with some friends that i met on twitter because they are also fan of them and yeah the GAGAs rocks when they treat us like a VIP and got some pictures with them and make that day a very special day for us. And when were watching them at their taping they were so jolly in the set like playing but serious when on air that makes them so fun to watch.

having a Stunning beauty with a Tremendous height of 5'9 but Energetic Person who is always Happy, yes she is my ultimate crush the lovely and beautiful STEPH one of the GAGAs ^_^ heheh she is the apple of my eye and the reason of my smiles hahah  the first time i met her is so special i can't explain my feeling, all i can do is to stare at her and tell to my self is it true? steph is right in front of me? hahah and then after that smiles don't fade in me until now when i see that picture it gives me smile that anyone will notice and her smile never fail to make me fall.

Life

life is the greatest gift that god had given to us, although our parents are the one who created us. Life is the most selfish, unfair, tragic, dramatic, lonely thing that we could ever had, everyone does have their own life but some ended in wrong way of life thus few of them just can't accept what life they pass through or what they experience. They say life is so easy like waking up in the morning, eating, spend the say with things you wanna do, social life in the evening then sleep and wake up again next day and repeat it your whole life, thus this look easy? maybe yes if you hot a god health, wealth, shelter, food and a family, but how about people who does not? can we call it life? or sold we call it losers life cause they can't achieve a real life where they can do those things that makes an easy life. You can choose a way of life that you want cause its your own and at any means, what ever the result would be, its just the sum of what life you have chosen. But do we have choices to chose? or its the life that chooses our way that we should take. But these can be the choices to be given, first is decide, second is act, third is let life makes it or fourth is to act what you've decided and let life do the rest.

Life?????? what would it mean for a child? frankly if yo ask a 5 year old, he would just nod and ask you what is life. a 10 year old may answer i don't know. a 15 year old will say that life is the reason of living, you live cause you have life, and a 20 year old man like me, ohh yes i am a 20 year old guy hahah!!! well i might answer i don't know like a 10 year old, why? cause there's no definite meaning of life or a single sentence that would define what life really means or why do humans live. another answer from me would be,life is a thing that i would never regret that i have cause iv'e got friends that make my life a better one, family that strengthens me from the beginning, a special someone whom i don't know now who is she but i know that she will be part of my life that will make it more wonderful and most of all God that will guide me in my whole life.

Life is unfair indeed,know why? cause if life would be fair to you its unfair. people cant have it all, there''s always a lack of something in a person that other have and vice versa. Life is always fair that it seems to be unfair, cause hard work would be meaning less and dreams would be trashed. Life is unfair so you would try and work hard for something you want to have but sometimes life just don't give it to you cause it have different way of life it want you to be.

live - laugh - love - life

BrainLess

who are the BrainLess??? they're not literally brainless nor weak rather friends that play happily or trash talking each others. Yes we lose sometimes because there's something that we call brainless curse that's why we lose but we often win our battles in League Of Legends, we don't trash talk our enemies if they don't trash talk us but rather we love to trash talk our teammates cause its more fun specially between us brainless. but whats good at us is we don't get mad when we trash talk each others and we keep on doing that and laugh.

tournament of the brainless in antipolo
and the time when brainless clan was officially made

We really dont play LOL cause we recently are dota players then one day cheeno and tubs of the brainless played it and encourage kel and nerie to play it too and they enjoy playing, i know LOL since 2011 cause my 2 classmates were playing it already and also encouraged me to play it too but my computer cant handle the specification of LOL so i cant play it at home but when cheeno, tubs, kel and nerie is playing it, i also decided to play with them in red extreme computer shop that we always play on, We played almost everyday until there were a poster that there will be a free play of LOL and a tournament that will be held in the same computer shop that we always played it so we decided to join it and go in the free play and thats when BrainLess was made the idea of it was in the summoners name of tubs which is Mrbrainlessman then team Brainless was created. Before the tournament the garena GM's also held a free to play in antipolo, on that day we brainless are present and whats good on that day is we can play LOL for free and gain some more friends specially cris/imsocrispy, before the end of that day we have an all random(ARAM) 5v5 with the GM's team w/cris, its our first time to battle with the GM's and it was fun. And then the tournament day came there are plenty of players that came and also teams, we were in 7th team and in 4th game we are all nervous cause we know that were not that strong enough to win but were confident on each other that the team will work together to win. And the game begins but unfortunately we lose on our first game but we don't lose without learning a lesson.

Brainless has now 9 players consisting of

Cheeno Gelaga -             Collonelo -               AP CARRY / HITTER
Jhon Vincent Tuballa -     Mrbrainlessman -     HITTER / FARMER
Michael Arjona -             LORDMECOY -    OFF TANK / FARMER
Jose Nerie Roca -           Rastafari86 -            OFF TANK
Alrovin Ibarlin -               BR.Joker -              OFF TANK / ADR
Aaron Regio -                 Rollin -                     HITTER
Bryan Carpio -                bryancarpio -           SUPPORT / AP CARRY
James Soriño -                Jamespro -              ADR / AP
Paul Eric Delos Santos -  BR.Annoying -        ADR / SUPPORT

rollin, bryan and james join our clan because we often team up with them and enjoy playing with us, we always enjoy playing LOL like a hobby or daily routine to play it. We often play together as a team for better When we have vacant time and not playing we often talk about it and telling our experiences in game and all about LOL. There are times that we go out to drink and talk like its our rest day, and whats we do is talk and talk about our games and trash talk some of our past games and give some advice to each other. We enjoy hanging out with each other and play, as of now we are not that good at playing lol but i assure you as we play everyday and enjoy playing someday our clan will be known in LOL world hahah. We have Paul/BR.Annoying now who is also one of our classmate in high school.

You could say that our clan is a funny, trash talker, easy to get along and have a strong bonds to each other wanna know why? cause we don't play to gain fame rather friends, we play cause we enjoy it and we love LOL, we trash talk not because your weak but because we just want to have fun, we are recently DOTA players but we found out that LOL is better, so now for you to understand us better you could play with us and hang out so you would know us better and know why even the girlfriend of rollin enjoys our clan. You could easily find us at Red Extreme Computer Shop extension where we always play

Brainless will always be a brainless, not because we have less brain but because we have brains and you have less so gets???
Brainless can be your good and real friends but be careful cause we can also be your best enemy that wont lose.
Brainless cannot be dissolve nor disbanded, you can hate us but you cannot deceive us, you can beat us but don't be confident cause we will revenge.

bitter???

i just wonder why we always get affected on things that happen to one of our special someone who is just a part of our past, a person who belongs in your history who takes part of what you are now. but why is that even thou your over him you still want sometimes to talk to him but there are things that stop you from saying the words that would catch up her attention and start the conversation.

ehh kasi malay mo bitter ka pa sa kanya diba??? o may unfinished business kapa na hindi mo pa natatapos o pwede rin naman na mahal mo pa sya kahit milyong beses mo nang sinasabi na nakamove on kana sa kanya at kahit na marame ka nang nagugustuhang iba e isang sulyap mo lang o isang segundo lang na pumasok siya sa isipan mo ehh nanunumbalik ang mga ala-ala, marahil nga inlove kapa sa kanya hindi mo lang alam at hindi mo lang maamin sa sarili mo.

there are things that you cant imagine that might happen in times that all you know is that all things is going at the right person in the right place and at the right time, but life really is unfair and there are things that never changes and last up to life time, it changes for good or bad, change to a better one or even worst. To be honest not all things last for a lifetime it depends whether she choose to be there or she needs to be there.

may mga tao talagang darating sa buhay mo at iiwan ka din pagdating ng takdang panahon na kaylangan na nilang lumisan, at sa kadahilanang hindi naman sila talaga magtatagal sa buhay mo at parang dumaan lang para magbigay ng kasiyahan at buoin ang isang taong tulad mo, dahil sa mga taong nakikilala natin at umaalis sa buhay natin nabubuo ang pagkatao mo hindi ka magiging ikaw ngayon kung wala ang mga taong nakilala mo noon.

kelan nga ba ang right time? saan ang right place? sino ang right person? right time naba kapag almost half year kna naghihintay sa tamang taong darating sa buhay mo sa tamang panahon? bakit ba nauso ang right time? ehh lahat naman ng bagay ay pwedeng magtagal, maging masaya, makumpleto ang buhay mo sa mga simpleng bagay na meron ka o magmahal ng taong kahit hindi siya isang perpektong tao para sa iba ngunit bumubuo ng pagkatao mo, lahat naman ng bagay nangyayare sa isang desisyon na pinili mo, hindi naman pwedeng baguhin ang mga nangyare na kaya nga may salitang history o nakaraan dahil tapos na kung magsisi ka man tandaan mo nasa huli lagi ang pagsisisi, hindi mo man mabago ang nakaraan na pwede mo naman pagandahin ang hinaharap gamit ang nakaraan matuto ka lang na huwag nang ulutin ang nakaraan na pinagsisihan mo at baguhin ang sarili.

bakit mo iisipin pa ang masalimuot na nakaraan kung meron namang magandang hinaharap? bakit ba mahilig ang iba na balikan ang mga masasamang natapos na at hindi nalang isipin ang maaaring makabuluhang pwede pang mangyare? masyadong nagiging negative ang mga tao sa mga nangyare na sa buhay nila at hindi na napapansin ang magandang bukas, naniniwala ako na kapag minalas ka ngayon umasa ka na may magandang kapalit ito ngunit kung kamalasan parin ang nangyari ito lang ang isipin mo "hindi mangyayari ang isang bagay ng walang dahilan" wag kang mawalan ng pagasa na may magandang mangyayare sa buhay mo tandaan mo hindi nauubos ang bukas.

moving closer

just like in the commercial of close up with the tune of moving closer the guy met a girl in a concert and then he goes up to the stage and says "i just me the most incredible girl today and i don't even know the full name but Ga this is for you" then he song the moving closer by never the strangers. This also applies to me i just met a girl who seem to be the most incredible girl I've known and she maybe the dream girl that i could dream of. She seems like the female version of me cause we have the same attitude and the same way on how we look on relationship and how we love our partner. its funny to know that there is a girl that will cross my life that seems like me but i know there is somehow different on us but i don't know what and i don't think of it now. all i know is i like her not because she's beautiful, rich or intelligent i like her as a whole nothing more nothing less, she's like a one in a million girl that i would never regret I've known and i wont regret to say i like her and if ever i know her better well maybe one day i know i can say that i will love her and dedicate her my love and this song

When you smile, everything's in place
I've waited so long, can make no mistake
All I am reaching out to you
I can't be scared, got to make a move

While we're young, come away with me
Keep me close and don't let go

Inch by inch, we're moving closer
Feels like a fairytale ending
Take my heart, this is the moment
I'm moving closer to you
I'm moving closer to you

Who'd have thought that I'd breathe the air
Spinning 'round your atmosphere

I'll hold my breath, falling into you
Break my fall and don't let go

Inch by inch, we're moving closer
Feels like a fairytale ending
Take my heart, this is the moment
I'm moving closer to you

Inch by inch, we're moving closer
Feels like a fairytale ending
Take my heart, this is the moment
I'm moving closer to you

Moving closer...
Closer to you...
Moving closer...

I'm moving closer to you