Lahat naman tayo siguro gusto ring lumagay sa tahimik at masayang buhay kasama ang taong mahal natin, oo ako rin kasama ako dun sa mga taong yun na sa panahon nang buhay ko ngayon gusto ko na lumagay sa tahimik. Pakasal, pasakal o patali at kng ano pa man yan oo nandun na ko sa buhay na gusto ko na magpamilya. Maiiwasan mo ba yun? Oo pwedeng may iba na masaya na kahit magisa ka ung tipong hawak mo ang oras mo, ang galaw mo, walang magbabawal o pipigil sayo pero iba din ung may katuwang o kasama kang tumanda.
We all have our choices in life, we could live our life being single or married and i will choose to marry someone that would choose me also to be the one who she think that i could be part of her life forever. Yes forever, even though others think that forever is imposible i still believe that it exist. I just want to also have a happy family of my own, maybe its a selfish request but i insist to have it, i will and i should have. Everyone wishes to have it so why should i not?
Oo di naman ako perpektong tao para makabuo agad nang masayang pamilya hindi parin naman ako successful na tao para makapag provide nang maayos na pamilya, pero pano mo malalaman na masaya o maitataguyod mo ang isang pamilya kung maayos na ang buhay mo? Na hindi ka naghirap para maitaguyod sila?. Gusto ko simulan ang buhay na magging pamilyado sa una palang hindi dahil assensado na ko, maganda rin namang i workout ang pamilya mo sa una palang kaya nga tatay ang haligi nang tahanan diba?
It may sound early but i already planned my life with her, she will be my lover, partner in crime, bestfriend, light of my home and mother of my child. I know that it looks like i think ahead of myself cause we just met 3 months ago and became lovers but can you blame me? At the age of 30 going 31 should i still enjoy life beig single? Well infact enjoyed it 4 years aho now that i am single? I may sound selfish but i want her to be the one that will walk in the isle to meet me in the end to say "i do".
Oo mukang maikli pa ang 3 months na pinagsamahan namin may ilang away na ang pinagdaanan, tampuhan at selos na naganap pero etong huli ang matindi na galit nya, di ko magawang magalit dahil alam kong may mali ako sa nangyari pero hindi ko rin naman maisip na ganun kalala ang maling nagawa ko. Hindi ko ma consider na malala yun pero tanggap ko namang mali ako, sana lang ay mapatawad nya ako at magkaayos kame kase wala naman ako dito ngayon kng ok kame diba? Dito ko nailalabas ang mga naiisip ko sabihin pero hindi ko masabi.
I may look like an idiot that always think of something to solve my problem thats why i am an overthinker but i also have problems in communicating with others, i am a shy type of person but a good listener so i cant express myself but i can give a good advice to others and hard to do it on myself or rather apply that same advice to me. Its like many people say its just easy to say but hard to do when you yourself is the one whos gonna do it.
Gusto ko sya hindi lang dahil maganda sya, mayaman, matalino, matangkad, sexy at kung ano pang maisip mo na pwedeng makita sa isang babae. Di ko naman kelangan nang mataas na standards sa mamahalin ko kase di naman ako perpektong tao basta mahal mo ko, maintindihan mo ko at tanggapin mo ako sapat na. Di naman ako magmamahal para lang sa pansariling kaligayahan tapos na ako dyan pinagdaanan at naranasan ko na ang gusto ko nalang sa buhay ngayon ay magkaron nang buo at masayang pamilya.
I know we are not ok for now but i hope we could fix this, i may not be perfect but i will try and do my best guy for you and to be the best hubby of our family. I am a person also i have my own flaws and mistake to make but i will make it up for you and be the best partner in life. This is just a hurdle for us to test our relationship but i will not give up on us, i may sound selfish but i choose you not just on what you are or what you have but i loved you as a whole and only you. Trust me when i say you are the only person that i will love wifey for the rest of my life not until we build our own family.
