Monday, July 10, 2017

A Maiden's Smile Merely Devoured ME

Yes! She is Sam, Someone who devoured my thoughts, everything that has been planned and set.
You just have to admit that you are really into her and that she changes everything that's been there.
I can't imagine to be in this situation when every thing's in place and i just do things just the way i planned.
me of all people who've been in the game for a long time would be the victim of it just think of it like that.

Yes She is Sam, Something that's been bothering my heart just few months ago and i can barely feel it.
Yeah, she just woke up my sleeping feelings or rather struck me with a spark right in the middle of my chest.
and i just cant resist it knowing that this feeling would rather be nothing or just be feeling forever.
another thing is that it was never part of my plan, like seriously? her? what am i thinking in those months.

Yes she is Sam, Somewhere here in my heart have a space that will be for someone special like you.
Yes of course there will be that space for someone i love here in my heart yet it will be vacant until then.
There is that special place where you will be kept, a place where you're safe and could call home.
There you go again and here i go again, its like a maze that always takes me to the start and begin.

Yes she is Sam, Someday its gonna be you and me, I'm gonna be yours and mine or rather us.
Yet there's something bothering me, a thought that tells me that this "us" is just a dream.
Or maybe its a fact that you are way up there and I'm a thousand below the sea level to be with you.
On the contrary, with just a simple glimpse of that smile its already been my sweetest dream.

Yes she is Sam, i am somewhat in the middle of enjoying myself and setting my life for the future.
Yes you've ruined it all, you change everything now look at me starting all over again.
Right you've changed me, you reshuffle everything and now i need to find a way to fix it.
Didn't know it would turn out like this, can't imagine everything would be different from now.

Its not an obsession nor puppy love but rather true love, but hey I'm not expecting it would be in favor of me, of course who wouldn't want her to be his partner? Yet its seems to be impossible to make her fall towards me. I could say i adore her, i look up to her, i idolized her, and yes i loved her, yes i do but it doesn't mean I'm obsessed with her its just that i liked her well i really dont expect anything from her but of course i would be really happy to know if

She is SAMone that breaks my heart yet she is also the reason why it beat again, it was like a dream that pops out of my mind and it seems like a real one but a dream always end up a mystery, a mystery that gives you a challenge on think who would that girl be? how did she end up showing in my dream if she isn't someone who would be there for me? how in the world happen that she enters my dream and destroys it? it was like a day dream that only last for a day and think of it like forever. Yes she ruins everything whats have been planned and now i started from the beginning again like i was creating a new book of myself, it seems that she would be a part of the story from now on and eventually be out of it as the time goes by, well i cant tell whether she would stay or not, well as far as i wrote my new book she already take part of it as if like she was part of the cast. well now that she is, i loved her to be part of it.