Happiness of the Heart or Mind???

happiness is a choice you made by either your heart or your mind

its a thing that you may consider on giving yourself a little favor

happiness can make your heart feel so good and cheerful

and happiness is good for your health and emotions

love is a mix of emotions and convictions that the heart feels

its common for a girl or a boy to feel that they are in love

love is something that the heart of a person loves to feel

and it makes the heart good or bad by this rare feeling

too much love will kill you, just like in a song it may occur

that if you love a person too much it can actually hurt you so bad

its given that love is like a food for the heart to make it healthier

like a magic but no one could ever explain what does it means

also too lack of using your mind when your in love will do

when you let your heart wins over your mind its over for you

the thing is being a lover is good but also don't forget to be wise

too much of something or lack of it is not good so make it balance

after all its up to you which one would you be for the one you love

you can be a lover that almost every one wants to their love one

or a wiser person that cannot be fooled by other persons

or the one who used the heart and the mind to love

the end of another story to make

i got this feeling that makes me feel bad for the first time

it fools me just the way that a person would do to me

the song haunts me every time i play a song at my iPod

have a hunch that there's something wrong happening there

but even thou i find out why i cant stop making this feeling

that still in me throbbing while i am alone thinking of it

why i am used to be with it while i feel alone in this world

why does my heart break in times where i can seek happiness

i don't know anything that i have done to feel this sorrowfulness

but i feel it deep inside me and trying to hurt me so bad

that's why all the time i think of you i feel so bad

there's a time that i stare at you and it suddenly pops out

then it disappear when i know that it doesn't belong to you

when i see you that night it was a total glazed eyes i have

to see you with my bare eyes personally, i feel so much happy

but suddenly change when i know you're not happy to see me

then everything changes like the wind changes its direction

now my life's change to a different way that you manage to do

and after all the time i invested, i only got nothing for that

no reason why it end up like this nor the reason why you do it

now the love story i started to make and dreamed of every night

disappear like a bubble that reaches its limit and then burst out

and now i want to start my new life with a smile on my face

even thou my heart cry out loud saying that it hurts so much

but i wont be bitter because of that ill be your friend

a friend that will be at your side whenever you needed

well then this is an ending of the love story i once dreamed of

and an start for a new life and a new story to make

bakit ganun??? bagong bago ang taon pero heto ako BV sa mga nangyayari sa mga unang araw at linggo ng taong 2012 ano bang ginawa ko at lage nalang ganito??? anong meron at lage nlang ako natataken for granted??? wala naman akong ginustong iba ehh makasama lang sya at maramdaman kung gaano nya ko kamahal o kung mahal nya nga ba talaga ako, wala naman ako ibang gusto kundi sya lang pero bakit hindi pa maibigay sakin yun??? sya nalang naman ang kulang sa buhay ko pero bakit kung sino pa ang hinihiling ko sya pang hindi ko man lang maangkin, o talaga bang malas ako ngayong 2012 o pinapahirapan ako ni papa god.

Nakakapagod din naman maghintay sa wala, umasa nlang lage ng hndi sigurado, magmahal ng binabalewala, umibig ng hindi mo alam kung ano ang mangyayare sa nararamdaman mo. Maganda naman sana kung ikaw ay  umibig ng walang alinlangan, magmahal ng hindi nasasaktan, umasa ng may patutunguhan o maghintay ng ay pagasang balang araw may mangyayareng maganda sa paghihintay mo.

hindi naman masama maghintay o magpahintay ehh dun mo pa malalaman kung gaano ka kamahal ng isang tao pero tandaan mo din hindi tanga lahat ng tao para maghintay nalang ng maghintay para sa wala. Ang hirap pala maghintay sa wala, ung tipong pinapaasa ka lang, walang kasiguraduhan ang ginagawa mo, parang pinaglalaruan lang ang damdamin mo na hindi mo alam kung ano ang lagay mo sa kanya, kung ano ang position mo sa buhay nya at kung nakakasigurado ka bang mahal ka din nya.

iv'e always been at this place when i see myself thinking of you, sitting in a corner trying to feel good even after what happen to us, but life must go on so i must move on and continue life with a new beginning, start from nothing but definitely learn the lesson that i got from the mistake i make from loving a person who does not love me neither want to be with me.

i just realize how much i love her, i cant accept that she does it to me, to be fooled by a long friend and almost my ultimate crush, love and hope to be soon my girlfriend but it all come up to be a love game at the end and it makes me wanna cry all night but no tears come out in my bare eyes instead makes me feel sick thinking that someone is happy being with her all the time that must be with me at the first place but it all change at times when all i know is i am the only one that she is loving but it all turn out for me to be the one who lose all hope to be happy for the first week of this new year of 2012

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proud to be a GEMINI ^_^

Gemini Astrology May 21 - June20

Gemini Strength Keywords:

- Energetic
- Clever
- Imaginative
- Witty
- Adaptable

Gemini Weakness Keywords:

- Superficial
- Impulsive
- Restless
- Devious
- Indecisive

Gemini and Independence:

Gemini are extremely independent. They will not be pinned down by anyone or any rules. They need to experience the world on their own. Change and freedom are extremely important to Gemini, they will never let anyone dictate them, they are extremely independent and freedom is essential to their mental well being.

Gemini and Friendship:

Gemini make very interesting and exciting friends. They like to leave their mark on everyone they meet. They are very flighty and will disappear for a long time as they meet new friends and explore new places. But when they come back, they will have new thoughts, opinions and interesting things to share and ideas to teach. Life is very interesting and fun with a Gemini friend. If you need any advice, Gemini is the one to ask. They are masters of communication and they can help you get what you need by helping you with persuasion and enthusiasm, and they give good advice too. Do not however, bog a Gemini down with all of your emotional problems, they are not want to deal with it because it depresses them and steps on their freedom if you need too much long term help, support and follow up. A Gemini friend can fill you in with the latest gossip and if you love conversation, the Gemini delivers! They are very generous with their friends, they will spend lots of time with you and share everything with you. Even though Gemini is a social butterfly, they always need time for themselves and that should be respected.

Gemini and Business:

Gemini tends to disperse their energy on different tasks and not just focus on one thing thus leaving a trail of unfinished projects in their wake. If they were to focus their energy in one place, their cleverness and intelligence would allow them to complete their project with success and creativity. Gemini makes an excellent manager, they can motivate a team with their enthusiasm and vitality. They also make excellent salespeople because their ease of communication allows them to be clever and make a comeback to anything a person says. They can persuade and manipulate very well. They can easily justify any move they make and explain any action.

Gemini Temperament:

Gemini have the ability to react instantly to situations, and as a result, they have a very nervous temperament. They can be compared to a wound up spring as they attempt to absorb everything they can about their surroundings at once. The fact that they enjoy various situations and people add to their nervousness and that means they are almost constantly wound up. However, if they experience boredom and have nothing to survey, they get the same emotions, the need for excitement and variety. This is the Gemini duality, constantly conflicting emotions in one spontaneous, excitable package.

Gemini Deep Inside:

One downfall of Gemini is their superficiality. Instead of looking deep into a person's real qualities, Gemini will judge a person by the way they treat them. This can lead Gemini to have wrong impressions of people and can cause problems ion relationships. Gemini's can have feeling of discouragement and moodiness although they never allow this to be seen by anyone but heir closest friends or family. Gemini usually want everyone to think that they are always happy and doing wonderfully and stress never affects them.

Gemini in a Nutshell:

Gemini people are many sided, quick both in the mind and physically. They are brimming with energy and vitality, they are clever with words. They are intelligent and very adaptable to every situation and every person. Gemini are curious and always want to know what's going on in the world around them. They are not one to sit back and watch the world go by, they want to be involved. This can sometimes make Gemini nosy, they do not mind their own business! This is because they really enjoy communicating, more so then most other astrology signs, they are the ultimate social butterfly. Gemini can talk and talk, but they have interesting things to say, their talk is not mindless babble. They have interesting opinions and thoughts on things and are not afraid to speak their mind. They are always in the know and are the one to see for the latest juicy gossip. Lacking perseverance, Gemini easily goes off topic to explore another thought or idea. Gemini are superficial, they will form opinions on matter without diving into them and exploring them fully. This can lead them into thinking they know everything, which they usually do but their mind is too busy to be concerned with fine details. Routine and boredom are Gemini's biggest fears. Gemini would rather be naive then know the depressing truth, they do not want anything putting a damper on their freedom or positive energy. 

Gemini Love, Sex and Relationships

What it's like to date a Gemini Woman:

The Gemini woman is truly enchanting. However, dating her might feel more like a friendship then a real relationship due to her casual nature. This is not necessarily a disadvantage, for the casual man who shy's away from overly romantic emotions, she is the perfect woman. Since she is the astrology sign of the duality, she offers quite the challenge. One one hand, she needs to be nurtured, loved and catered to and on the other hand, she needs stimulation and novelty. She is very demanding and if you do not provide what she wants, she will be off onto the next adventure pretty quickly. To keep her interested is a challenge, not completely impossible so she is the perfect woman for the man who likes stimulation and a challenge. She needs a partner with a quick mind, she tends to poke and prod at the emotions and the minds of those who are mentally slower then her, make sure you can keep up to her wit or you will briskly be left behind. She is prone to keeping men on a string, not completely heartlessly, she is evaluating if the man is worth her attention and her time she has no time to waste with a dull man. Once you have her approval, she can easily become jealous. The reason for her is jealousy is that if she is going to open up to a man, when she rarely completely opens up to anyone, she does not want to risk her being deceived or hurt. If you are with a Gemini woman and she becomes jealous, you are on the right track to true love! Gemini women are so exciting that they are worth the effort, you will remember her forever!

What it's like to date a Gemini Man:

He is a great date - charming, witty, funny, clever, talkative, creative, adventurous, just make sure you can keep up with him! Women are drawn to Gemini men because of their zest for life and their vitality and enthusiasm. You may have competition to if you are trying to win his heart. Do not expect to win him and keep him all to yourself. He is flighty and dictates his own,. He will not allow himself to be pinned down and ruled by a woman. You are going to be his sidekick, not his passionate lover. He loves women and is very good at persuading them and manipulating them with his cleverness getting them into bed, he will say anything to get what he wants. He is the master of seduction. If you are looking for a great fling, the gemini man is your top choice.

How To Attract Gemini:

Love to talk, that is the first rule about impressing a Gemini. Be knowledgeable about that you talk about too because Gemini are intelligent and have lots of knowledge about many things. If you are an expert on a certain topic, teach them about it, you will impress them because this know-it-all sign is does not usually know fine details about a lot of things, they are too busy to bother to learn. Speak your mind, engage them in a friendly debate but never be too conservative, they find this dull. Be honest and loyal to a Gemini, once they have had their trust broken they usually will never get it back again. Gemini are easy to date, they will do any activity anywhere. Just have fun, like you would with a friends because that's what Gemini are, a great friend.

Gemini Erogenous Zone:

Gemini's hot spots are the hands and arms. These are very sensitive regions and are very receptive a massage and a gentle touch or stroke. This also calms the high-strung Gemini and relaxes them, setting the mood for passion. Gemini's usually love their finger being sucked or nibbled, a great integration into foreplay that will heighten the mood. Gemini women love it when a man grabs their hand and kisses it, like a princess.

Sex With Gemini:

Gemini loves to experiment and sex with a Gemini is full of novelty and excitement, trying anything and everything nearly anywhere. Gemini is not for the faint of heart or the shy and secretive lovers!